I use to be happy. Then, my smile was taken away and I think I'll never find it back again.

Everything use to be so fine, until I ruin it all.

很痛

"一個 人他有多堅強  就代表他的心有多脆弱"

This pms is really, getting out of control. Or maybe, just maybe, Its all the things that have been going on around me that causes all the emotional turmoil.
Falling sick just because of one night of staying up& Probably, th things I ate. Sleeping the next twelve hours, hoping I'll recover tomorrow.
x.

I thought I've gotten over it. In fact, the wound that I've buried deep down still hurt as much as how it use to.

Holding back,

I don't like how this feels but I get this alot. Need a change.

2011, had been quite a peaceful year for me.

There were times when I feel like giving up, Times where I was upset but there were also times were I felt like I was the happiest person alive because I've all the people I love still standing by me no matter how hard situations can be.

Highlights.

First overseas trip w/ my RMIT friends t Genting in January

First CNY w/out my two brothers means less fun.

School as usual

Work at Sime during my holidays in May-June

 Second bro came back during his Summer break from end of June to End of September. :)

21st birthday w/ all the blessings from everyone

Baby Hollyn's birth in October

December was a wonderful month. :)

I'm praying 2012 will be a better year ahead. I'm gonna leave all the bad times behind& welcoming it with a clearer mind. :)

Ps New year resolution on my private blog.

☃ MERRY CHRISTMAS! ☃

Christmas carol, Gingerbread man, Christmas tree, Log cake, Presents. 

Gonna have Steamboat for Christmas dinner w/ my family in a bit. :)